Letter to God.

Dear God, I’m writing this letter to you,
cause I don’t have a clue, can you help me?
I’m sitting here, simply trying to figure out,
what my life’s all about, can you tell me?
I never wanted to be, the person you see,
can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die, but you kept me here alive,
can you tell me who I am?

I lie awake conducting this symphony
that you have gifted to me, I can’t ever sleep,
don’t get mad, but I get weak inside,
and I start to fall apart, cause I feel nothing,
I never wanted to be, some kind of comic relief,
please show me who I am,

And I thank you man for everything,
sorry I’m so frightened about all of it, but I wish I could give you more,
and all the lights are shining down on me, and I feel intimated by it all,
I never wanted to be, the person you see, but thank you.

- Hole.